Hidden Identity

*sigh*

It’s been a week since I last posted an entry on my blog. School stuff totally consumed me these past few days.

I promise to write an entry (that would not be a poem) maybe 2-3 days from now. I’ll just let these schoolworks pass and then I could go back to blogging.

For the mean time, enjoy this poem, written two years ago, that I randomly chose from my small collection of old poems.

I 

I thought that you’ll save me from this darkness

But you just worsen my sadness

I didn’t know your true identity

Until you ignored me and left suddenly

II

I thought that you’re the one for me

I thought that you’ll complete me

But first impressions never last

Because everything changes so fast

III

It looks like nothing had happened between us

I sacrificed everything for both of us

I do not know what to do anymore

My eyes and heart feel very sore

IV

The pain that I’m experiencing

Is it the consequence of loving? 

I can’t stop thinking about you

Maybe because I still have some feelings for you

 

 

Too Hard To Let Go

It has been almost three days since I last posted an entry. I have been very busy these past few days especially this past weekend.

A lot of school works ahead of me so I’ll just post another poem. Hope you enjoy.

I 

My life was synonymous to nothing

Until you came and brought meaning to everything

Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me

You changed me and made me the best that I could be

II

We were very happy with each other

I thought that we would be together forever

But one day you suddenly went cold towards me

You started to make excuses and ignore me

III

Then you just left without even saying anything

You took everything and left me with nothing

I do not know what to do anymore

My mind and heart felt very sore

IV

It pains me to think of what happened to us

So I just decided to forget and leave it as it was

But there is one thing that we must all know

Once we fall in love it would be hard to let go

Lies, Life and Love

DAY 7

I

Sitting alone in this cold dark night

I could not see a thing around me

Not even a light or a shadow in my sight

I afraid of what’s gonna happen to me

II

I covered my ears and closed my eyes

I let the tears fall down

Hoping that tomorrow would bring something nice

And not something that would make me frown

III

A new day, a new life, a new heart

Gone are those lies that made me believe

I feel like I just lost another part

But I need to stand up and live